Saturday, February 28, 2009

I thought.....so why....

I thought I have moved on, I thought that it was all ok. So when that thing suddenly happened why do I have this feeling..... why do I care so much, why is this affecting me cos its not supposed to.... not to sound emo (=P) but it just hurts, it pains till the point I couldn't even sleep. (c-mon Jas! get it out of your head, what are you whining about) Its bound to happen, I didn't expect it to be so soon. Yeah Go on, I have my own path, you have yours. All I can do is silently support you by your side.... i'll be alrite, don't worry about me or how I feel... :)


说好的幸福呢 by 周杰伦


Your reply is still reverberating chaoticly, at this point of timeWhen I thought of the white doves beside the fountain, the sweetness is scattered


My feelings are inexplicably dragging on, as I realised that I still love youAnd yet you continue singing this song, pretending that everything is alright


Time has passed and walked away, and there's a choice to be made when it comes to loveY

ou're becoming apathetic and tired, and I cried

You wrote a card describing the unhappiness when you leftSometimes when love reaches this point, it really hurts


What happened, you're tired, where is our promised happiness? I understand, so there's no point talking anymore; our love has become bland and my dreams have become farfetched


Counting carefully the times of happiness and unhappiness that you won't let goI still remember very clearly the feeling of having loved


You've given up waiting, so where is our promised happiness? I was wrong; my tears have dried; I have let go; and have regretted

But that musical box containing the past is still turning, so how do I stop that?


Thursday, February 26, 2009

Tiger luck hahahah =P

Ever seen the ad where it goes something like this?

'Buy two cans of coke and get a chance to win a trip to Las Vegas!!'

Yea I bet you have, and people always wonder if those rewards are real or if someone will actually win it? What are the chances?

Guess what? Mr Jason Lee has bought himself a White Tiger Coffee Drink not knowing there's a chance to win something from that. One fine morning his housemate came in his room, gave him an envelope and in there it wrote....

Wait let's zoom in and read it again.......

Won a double pass to Dreamworld???? WOOT!!! Out of the 120 tickets that were given out in Gold Coast with a population of 527000++ I was one of the few lucky people who won the tickets!

Dreamworld anyone? If not I'm going to sell them and earn some cold hard cash :)
Thank God for the blessing

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

You are Good

There are times when waiting can seem forever but Lord....
You are Good
There are times when I see no fruits but Lord....
You are Good
The disappoinments I have....
You turn it to opportunities....
You are Good
Times I cry out for the harvest and I see none.... but Lord...
You are Good
Times I have fallen away from you, rejected you, despised you, yet you call me back as your own....
You are Good
Troubled times..... darkness comes.. waves comes crashing in.... only You I can turn to
You shelter me from harm, to find refuge in the shadows of your wings
You are Good
Indescribable...
You are Good
You promises are true, Your Grace is sufficient
You are Good
I'm not good with words, but I do know one thing Lord
You are Good :)

But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 2 Peter 3:8-9

I trust you in your unfailing love and your goodness, I will sing praises and lift a song from my heart to you ....I BELIEVE

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

New Car! =)

Update: Got a name for him, its MUD!!! Reason was because I got the car from Mudgeeraba lol.
I just got my new car and his a steal!
With only 52000km
Very good fuel economy
Mitsubishi Lancer 1999
4 cylinder, 1.5 Auto
Mostly stored in the garage and engine looks new, new tyres and no scratches
I got the car for a whoopin $6400 it was $7000 but managed to negotiate it to $6400 hehe
Now can go drive and pick up gals I mean friends Vroom Vroom!!!


Now what is left is a job (still jobless) and my visa application to go through......

Monday, February 09, 2009

When God....

When God wants to drill a man
And thrill a man
And skill a man,

When God wants to mold a man
To play the noblest part;
When He Yearns with all His heart
To create so great and bold a man
That all the world shall be amazed,
Watch His methods, watch His ways!

How He ruthlessly perfects
Whom He royally elects!
How He hammers him and hurts him,
And with mighty blows converts him
Into trial shapes of clay which Only God understands,
While his tortured heart is crying
And he lifts beseeching hands!

How He bends but never breaks
When his good he undertakes,
How He uses whom He chooses
And which every purposes fuses him,
By every act induces him
To try His splendour out-
God knows what He's about!!

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